What goes up must ALWAYS come back down !

I do not get why people have to lie about things so serious to cover their ass. Serious O W N up to your shit cause the truth does not stay barried for long. I ALWAYS comes out ! Once you start lieing you have to come up with more lies to cover yourself.. it never works out in the end for no body. I do not get why I need to be accused of shit because someone could not just tell the truth to begin with regaurdless of the actions to come with it. Im just sick of hearing it and people are just to damn scared.. you want to play it off the way you want DO NOT go around telling EVERYONE your business and maybe your lies will stay a secert.. Thats all I can really say.

Other than that it is what it is.. Classes are on hold for me at the moment so we will see how that goes. I now have an account with a bank lol .. aren't i just special lol .. this should be a good thing for me but we will see. In the next four weeks to come I will have an ultra sound to determin the sex of my baby..YAY ! i really hope it is a boy this time. but as long as the baby is healthy I am good.. Its heartbeat was at 150 the other day at my appointment which I think was lower than sandras.. but we will see. I am def sick of jeans I really am.. I feel like I am suffocating in them.. they are too tight and i am too pregnant.. Im 16 weeks I think I am allowed to say that for this being my second pregnancy.. so far so good.. other than if i do not eat on time I get really sick to my stomach and nasuease.. this child liks to eat A LOT.. mommy can only eat a little at a time.. I have started walking to.. so I do not gain the extra weight that way when I do have the baby and I get the okay to start my work outs again I am going to cause I want to be at 135 - 140 .. I been at 160 after i had sandra for about 2 yrs then the weight just came back... blah but i will get there..

Sandra is starting to sleep in her bed with some help but not alot.. I just need to work on potty training her.. which seems to be easy since she likes the toliet. I swear she is just to smart for her own age.. shes like a 20 some yr old in a 2.5 yr old body lol.. she can say words that others 2. yr olds can not say clearly.. she can say her states.. I love her and I can not wait to see her be a Big Little sister to her soon to be new sibling who shes loves to death already <3

Something to go with Katherine

So my fiance came up with Jovoni Matthew for a boy .. Keeping are fingers crossed cause we def want a boy this time around.. But if its a girl I am having the hardest time finding a spanish styled name to go with Katherine as the middle name. so far I have come up with these names.
Isabella Maria Katherine, Arianna Maria Katherine, Ahnaliesa Maria Katherine, Annabella Maria Katherine, Elianna Maria Katherine.

Hmm I guess we will see 14 weeks along so a few more weeks til I find out what gender the baby is.

Call me SKiTTLES ;)

Seriously I just do not get people and why they need to countiue running their mouths about me so much. & its not even new people it is the same miserable cunt who sits on her fat ass all day long on facebook and runs it.. now if she ran her legs as much as she ran her mouth she might not be a lazy miserable bitch. just saying. And since this is the only place I can vent with out being called IMMATURE.. or to GROW UP .. Ima vent and if no one likes it than kiss me hispanic white ass cause i do not give a flying whoot! SERIOUSLY why should anyone tell me to grow the fuck up and quit being immature.. when i STAND up for myself when others or the same lazy cow opens her mouth like she opens her legs and bust's my name out twenty four seven. Like really is your married motherhood life that boring or something.. YES WE DO NOT LIKE EACHOTHER..OKAY now move on and leave me the hell alone.. like i do not go around stalking ur page or talking shit about you on my facebook or to my pathitic little goonies( i love you my goonies dont take offense) I DONT.. my life is better than that. I am happy with my life and where it is.. i hate drama.. but when it goes to far hell ya imma stand up for myself and spit it.. and if you or anyone else doesnt like it that dont spit it first.I just don't get people.. like if u dont want me to say anything or to find out, how about u clean out your friends list.. cause im pretty sure the ones u have on ur list are my friends and not so much urs when im getting text msgs, or emails or ims saying well she said this or they show me what u said pyshicaly. like come on.. i have more eyes and ears in my friends cricle than u know. if anyone wants to talk shit about me how about you get the facts instead and stop talking finctional shit about me its getting old..oh thats right you do not know any facts about me so you gotta make it all up in your head.. ahhhh haters i swear...
My name really does taste good.. its like a burst of SKITTLES !!


"YOU'VE GOT ENIMIES? GOOD. THAT MEANS YOU ACTUALY STOOD UP FOR SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE!"

Damn this CREDIT bullshit !

So today I went to check out this apartment that I am really into, well there is a wait list oh joy. They are cute the two bedroom is not all that great but the price is right and there is no lease.. So when we get there we find out credit is involed for the most part. Well I have no credit cause I choose not to have a bank account or credit cards.. my boyfriend has not so great credit... and because we have never rented before chances are we wont even get a call back which pisses me off cause someone has to start somewhere and if no one will rent to ppl like me how are we supposed to have experince. We can afford the rent he makes more a month than the rent is priced at. Rental places are so damn pickie about EVERYTHING like give us a break. Keeping my fingers crossed for a call because I really like the place. 30 buildings and 540 units total in a prefect location
I would not mind the trailer park that I looked into but the office lady is being a bitch saying some shit like she can only rent to a minium of 3 people in each trailer.. no children older that 3 years of age due to the fact that the homes sit on a old seweage line apperently... yuh im sure its lies.. A friend of a friend lives there with her Boyfriend and has his two kids there on the weekend.. so we will see

but now i got to go cause my child busted her piggie bank

Flimmakers, Gamer Manufactures v.s Parents

So this week in class we are dicussing reather or not Film makers & Game Manufactures should be held responsible for the violence they put out to other children or if its the Parents responsible to contorl it?
... So this was my response...

" After watching Bill Goodkoontz video dicussing the effects of violence on audiences and gamers I learned enough and was filled in on what I already knew for the most part. Film makers, game manufactures, etc. bear no responsibilty when it comes to depicting violence. When a young Child and or teenager plays a video game that has a whole lot of violence they eventually tend to memick what they see. There for when they hurt others in real life because of a game or movie the people who made them hold no responsibility for others actions after the game or movie is bought. Parents on the other hand hold alot of responsibility when they expouse or allow their children to these violent sources. When they are purchasing these games or movies for the children they are not thinking that they are going to do harm to others. Once their child does memick the game and or movie, and when they do harm others, the parents of that child are a hundred percent responsible in every way. We try to minimize the violence in this world for the children but film makers and game manufactures do not make it easier for anyone to cut the amount of violence children have to see. "

.. Some others say its not the manufactures fault or responsibility at all in any way.. To me it starts some where it does not need to live the studios at all but it does.. So I personall think they should hold some responsibility when them, them self's do not allow their own kids to watch or play the game or movie they put out ..

As soon as you're born, you start dyin', so you might as well have a good time!

My titles to any of my blogs have nothing to do with what I write in them every as you can see. So I seriously find Eminem (the rapper) & DJ Pauly D ( from Jersey Shore very sexy. I do not know what it is about those to guys but they are just yummy. When Pauly gets all mad as hell on the show IM LIKE ELLLO! :p Im random I know but seriously you can not deny that.

So what truly bugs me the last week or show is this JUSTIN BIEBER fan crazed crap. Seriously my niece talks about him all the time and it just drives me nuts and than she sends me a shirtless picture of him and tells me its sexy im like eww gross he is to skinny and his abs are not even ripped.. I tell her shes 11 she will figure it out soon enough. But yes if I have to hear about him anymore I am gonna pop my eyes off and rip my ears off lol. just saying.

So I am really not enjoying this first half of my pregnancy as well as I should it is so damn miserable. The morning sickness blows it is worst than my first pregnancy. Im hoping this one is a boy cause I can not handle another girl at this point with the one I have already. I call her my little Taz. because she goes through one room to another ripping it apart in 2 seconds flat. She is a terror but I love her a whole lot.

Well anyways I am off to watch tonights PRETTY LITTLE LAIRS & to do some college class work.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE XO

If everyone is thinking alike, then someone isn't thinking.

Yes I am Back, Watch out Now! Life is very amusing these days and people seem to just make me giggle. So I am now expecting my 2nd child Sept 2011. My first is officially off my boobs thank haven. I think I am doing a pretty good job as a first time mommy who is expecting a second. You know what really bugs me though is people who do not have kids who thinks it is okay to just talk shit about you or try and give you advice on something they know little about. Last night I was out with my mom, baby sister and my daughter at A&F. Well anyways Sandra wasn't tired or hungry just went out to dinner and she ate. well she started to throw a fir which is normal she does it to get her way well i wasn't giving in. This chick maybe about 18 or so had the balls to stand infornt of the entrance and wait while i was ignoring Sandra fit.. well i pick my daughter up to leave and this bitch looks at me mumbles but lough enough for me to hear and says maybe she is tired go home.. oh man I was like excuse me ?? do you have kids?? are you a mom?? I didn't think so .. and I walked away.. I dislike bitches like that. who the heck are they to say anything to me if they don't have kids at all. ahh those people make me laugh. I seem to run into them all the time but one thing I remember is they are not even close to better than me. :)