What goes up must ALWAYS come back down !

I do not get why people have to lie about things so serious to cover their ass. Serious O W N up to your shit cause the truth does not stay barried for long. I ALWAYS comes out ! Once you start lieing you have to come up with more lies to cover yourself.. it never works out in the end for no body. I do not get why I need to be accused of shit because someone could not just tell the truth to begin with regaurdless of the actions to come with it. Im just sick of hearing it and people are just to damn scared.. you want to play it off the way you want DO NOT go around telling EVERYONE your business and maybe your lies will stay a secert.. Thats all I can really say.

Other than that it is what it is.. Classes are on hold for me at the moment so we will see how that goes. I now have an account with a bank lol .. aren't i just special lol .. this should be a good thing for me but we will see. In the next four weeks to come I will have an ultra sound to determin the sex of my baby..YAY ! i really hope it is a boy this time. but as long as the baby is healthy I am good.. Its heartbeat was at 150 the other day at my appointment which I think was lower than sandras.. but we will see. I am def sick of jeans I really am.. I feel like I am suffocating in them.. they are too tight and i am too pregnant.. Im 16 weeks I think I am allowed to say that for this being my second pregnancy.. so far so good.. other than if i do not eat on time I get really sick to my stomach and nasuease.. this child liks to eat A LOT.. mommy can only eat a little at a time.. I have started walking to.. so I do not gain the extra weight that way when I do have the baby and I get the okay to start my work outs again I am going to cause I want to be at 135 - 140 .. I been at 160 after i had sandra for about 2 yrs then the weight just came back... blah but i will get there..

Sandra is starting to sleep in her bed with some help but not alot.. I just need to work on potty training her.. which seems to be easy since she likes the toliet. I swear she is just to smart for her own age.. shes like a 20 some yr old in a 2.5 yr old body lol.. she can say words that others 2. yr olds can not say clearly.. she can say her states.. I love her and I can not wait to see her be a Big Little sister to her soon to be new sibling who shes loves to death already <3

Something to go with Katherine

So my fiance came up with Jovoni Matthew for a boy .. Keeping are fingers crossed cause we def want a boy this time around.. But if its a girl I am having the hardest time finding a spanish styled name to go with Katherine as the middle name. so far I have come up with these names.
Isabella Maria Katherine, Arianna Maria Katherine, Ahnaliesa Maria Katherine, Annabella Maria Katherine, Elianna Maria Katherine.

Hmm I guess we will see 14 weeks along so a few more weeks til I find out what gender the baby is.

Call me SKiTTLES ;)

Seriously I just do not get people and why they need to countiue running their mouths about me so much. & its not even new people it is the same miserable cunt who sits on her fat ass all day long on facebook and runs it.. now if she ran her legs as much as she ran her mouth she might not be a lazy miserable bitch. just saying. And since this is the only place I can vent with out being called IMMATURE.. or to GROW UP .. Ima vent and if no one likes it than kiss me hispanic white ass cause i do not give a flying whoot! SERIOUSLY why should anyone tell me to grow the fuck up and quit being immature.. when i STAND up for myself when others or the same lazy cow opens her mouth like she opens her legs and bust's my name out twenty four seven. Like really is your married motherhood life that boring or something.. YES WE DO NOT LIKE EACHOTHER..OKAY now move on and leave me the hell alone.. like i do not go around stalking ur page or talking shit about you on my facebook or to my pathitic little goonies( i love you my goonies dont take offense) I DONT.. my life is better than that. I am happy with my life and where it is.. i hate drama.. but when it goes to far hell ya imma stand up for myself and spit it.. and if you or anyone else doesnt like it that dont spit it first.I just don't get people.. like if u dont want me to say anything or to find out, how about u clean out your friends list.. cause im pretty sure the ones u have on ur list are my friends and not so much urs when im getting text msgs, or emails or ims saying well she said this or they show me what u said pyshicaly. like come on.. i have more eyes and ears in my friends cricle than u know. if anyone wants to talk shit about me how about you get the facts instead and stop talking finctional shit about me its getting old..oh thats right you do not know any facts about me so you gotta make it all up in your head.. ahhhh haters i swear...
My name really does taste good.. its like a burst of SKITTLES !!


"YOU'VE GOT ENIMIES? GOOD. THAT MEANS YOU ACTUALY STOOD UP FOR SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE!"